The Mysterious Bruise On My Finger

Hmmm, I magically got a like bruise or something on my left index finger. It seems that whenever I get minor injuries, I never know their origins =D. I'm trying to think of what happened, but I can't seem to figure it out, it's weird.

By the way, John Vanore, I still have your contact solution. If you want, I can give it back to you when I get off work today or something. Email me or comment or something if you want me to.

You know, my Tagalog speaking is very bad right now. I just realized that when I studied for like the first time in a while last night =D. I'm definitely gonna look like an idiot when I get there, but who cares.

I think I am at a point in my life where I know very little about my future. I mean, I may have a lot of plans, but I don't know which ones will go through and which won't. I mean, Med school for one. I have no idea if I'll ever make it in. From the way it sounds, my academic advisors are like shying me away just from taking the Pre-med classes. I plan on doing my undergrad in Nursing, but with the insane requirements to get into Nursing school (about a 3.6) I don't even know if I can do that. I wonder if I'll have some sort of music career when I get older. I mean, I feel like this is something I'm working at for nothing, but I also think that there is a good chance that this is what I can do for the rest of my life. It's weird like that =D. I think I'll just let my life just kind of ease by, while I try as hard as I can to do what I can with it. If nothing comes out of it by the time I'm out of school, it's probably my best bet to move to another city. Somewhere more industrious that has more potential for me. I've alway thought Boston was a good choice, but who knows, maybe I'll move to Madison or something, I guess this sort of thing is too unpredictable =D.

Hmm, that was deep =D. Well let's see, I have work today at Friday's. It's been a while (last Sunday) since I've worked, so let's hope I didn't forget everything that I learned. And, if I dont forget it today, maybe I will from Monday, July 18th - August 15th =D.

When I go to the Philippines, I am honestly going to miss everyone here, just as I did when I went to Purdue. I think that going to the Philippines will be good for me though. Right now, everything is jumbled up. I'm making split second decisions on very important things. In the Philippines, I will have zero jobs, and zero schools that I'm attending. I think this will be a good time to sort out when I need to do and in what priorities these things fall. I slept really well tonight and woke up suprisingly early, but I think the question lies in if I should've or not (ooooh, cryptic =D).

Well, I need to head out. I'll catch ya'll on the flipside.

-The Captain

(Leigh, I call myself The Captain in reference to the New England trip. I don't remember if you went on that or not, but on the way home we were reading journal entries and mine was written through a character named Captain Bob. My first screen name was mecaptainbob. I don't even use it anymore, in fact other people use it now, but I do keep the signature. It's how we used to sign those "threatening" letters to the chaperones on the trip from the "Russian Mafia". Hey, it was 6th grade =D. Well, just thought I'd explain in reference to your livejournal survey thingy.)